So yesterday was good until dinner again. I do feel that at dinner I am not overdoing it, I am just not eating the right things.
Yesterday I tested a 143 before dinner, but I was running high up until that point. I tested 275 before lunch and 232 before breakfast yesterday.
I am going to email my doctor today asking to have it adjusted. She said that she doesn't like to have her patients adjusting their own doses and wants to be in the know if it needs to be. So, I will email her today because my numbers should be lower. I tested 283 this morning. That is because I am going to bed with my numbers so high from dinner and I haven't been exercising.
I woke up with a headache today and my muscles are very stiff in my neck and shoulders. I had a very tense dream and so I am sure that is the reason. Ironically, it was a dream about being in a very tense situation and begging my husband for help and getting no response....hmmmmm
Well, it is Friday and so I am looking forward to ending the week. Emotionally I am feeling kind of sad this morning. Probably because of the dream and how I feel physically. I am not pleased with myself for how I have handled the week with my sugars. I feel like I just did what I always do, but wrote about it. One good thing about this blog is that I feel like my sugars are always on my mind instead of me just pretending I don't have a problem.
Til tomorrow.... :)
This is my outlet of dealing with my diabetes. I was born in 1973 and although I am sure I had it for years, I was diagnosed in 1998 with type 2 diabetes. I have never had control (other than the 9 months I was pregnant). I have neuropothy in my feet and can no longer feel them. I am also seeing that my body is breaking down faster and I feel like I am 80 some days. So, I am trying to change things out of fear and this is my blog about it.
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