So we are on day 4 of this program for losing weight. My husband has lost 7 lbs. I showed that I lost 2 yesterday, but this morning I was back up to 212. This frustrates me. But, my goal is to have my sugars under control. Weight loss will help with that, but if my sugars are good, I will be ok with not losing weight.
I forgot to take my medicine again last night. I did, however test a 154 yesterday afternoon. That was on 1/2 of my insulin and so I hope that I can get that down a little more by remembering to take my meds.
I am extremely exhausted. I slept better last night, but only out of exhaustion. I am hoping to go to bed earlier tonight. Because I am so tired, I feel sick. So physically I am not feeling very good today.
Emotionally, I am feeling ok. I don't feel like I am sad today, but I am just mellow because of being so tired. I am frustrated due to what I mentioned before, but I will try not to be.
This is my outlet of dealing with my diabetes. I was born in 1973 and although I am sure I had it for years, I was diagnosed in 1998 with type 2 diabetes. I have never had control (other than the 9 months I was pregnant). I have neuropothy in my feet and can no longer feel them. I am also seeing that my body is breaking down faster and I feel like I am 80 some days. So, I am trying to change things out of fear and this is my blog about it.
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