I am finding that my biggest struggle right now is taking my medicine. I don't know why I can't concentrate on multiple areas at one time. I have been so concentrated on eating and the meals, that I am not remembering to take my medicine. It is almost like I need to make myself a checklist for each day.
I did take my medicine yesterday and I am going to take it after I am done here. I have still been struggling with what I eat, ironically enough, because of all the food available at work. Today they are having a catered lunch and so I am going to eat that instead of making food and taking it today. I still have to make food for my husband, but I am making him the easier meals instead of having to "cook" something.
I am very tired because I haven't gotten enough sleep again the last few nights. I am not nearly as tired as I was last week, but still very tired.
Emotionally I am feeling pretty good. I haven't been able to feel truly excited over anything in quite a while and lately I find that I am genuinely excited about Christmas and gift giving. It has been nice to feel this way again. I also have not been having any episodes of extreme anger. I contribute all of these changes to taking the vitamins mixture that my sister suggested.
This is my outlet of dealing with my diabetes. I was born in 1973 and although I am sure I had it for years, I was diagnosed in 1998 with type 2 diabetes. I have never had control (other than the 9 months I was pregnant). I have neuropothy in my feet and can no longer feel them. I am also seeing that my body is breaking down faster and I feel like I am 80 some days. So, I am trying to change things out of fear and this is my blog about it.
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