Yesterday was ok except that I did have 5 cookies at work. I didn't test my sugars all day. I exercised when I got home for 20 minutes.
This morning I tested 210. I have pains in my sides, but I am attributing that to my situps last night. :) It kind of feels like my kidneys, but I am going to say it's not. Just to be safe, I am going to drink some cranberry juice and drink some extra water today.
Emotionally I feel a little weird. I have been feeling a little off balance the last few days. I am quick to tears. I guess quick to tears is better than quick to anger. A therapist told me once that the anger was just a symptom of my sadness. So, maybe a level of sadness is gone from taking the vitamins and so the tears come quicker. Maybe I should go to therapy again.
This is my outlet of dealing with my diabetes. I was born in 1973 and although I am sure I had it for years, I was diagnosed in 1998 with type 2 diabetes. I have never had control (other than the 9 months I was pregnant). I have neuropothy in my feet and can no longer feel them. I am also seeing that my body is breaking down faster and I feel like I am 80 some days. So, I am trying to change things out of fear and this is my blog about it.
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